Water that stays is dead
Reflections on my travels through the world
Land of high mountains, hot days and cold nights. I am reaching behind a 35kilometer on my daily walking mission and still feeling fresh and excited about to go more. Now on my walking on feet journeys it became a standard to walk 35+ km per day. Thans to that i ve relaized that more struggling it is, more sensitive about life and towards everything around me I am. It slike with every kilometer in temporary statement called "pain" the loop of illusion is fading away and i can finally se clearly beauty of nature around, majesty and greatness of mountains and wisdom that rezonates from them. The more hardship more closer to God i am and to his creation. Closer to the eternity of existence to the point that everything external seems like just some unipmportant noise going on the background. It is so revealing to be connected with inner kingdom- be sure in my mind, my belief and my actions. It is like a superpower. Walking like a river through the places, detached from external, seeing in just like some changing pictures in the playing movie on my eyes. When i was passing by couple of citites and villages i saw wac too much a groups of grown up mans sitting on the chairs and just starring into nowhere or to the phone, lost in their eyes and looking at me like some kind of domesticated dog in home, which is not allowed to go out, be bit wild and be the animal which is he suppossed to be. I saw it many many times- young, older man. Just sitting. It s like theyve missed their train to get from prison. Like they rejected the gifts of being a man that in order to be capable of protecting and supporting his family has to struggle and suffer- whether physically, financially or spiritually. It is neccessary like for a proving your loaylty to something is overcoming temptations to cheat. Thats where manhood grows, thats where loyalty to yourself enlightens. But if you live Without action. Just dying alive. This what gave me always infinite fire to keep going forward, higher in my toughts and elevate myself above these scenarios- till this point when i am in the version of reality meeting ambitious, driven and passionate man, that are in the movement, chasing, hunting and struggling in their own life jsut to go one piece furhter. Thanks God for that. My walking alone is always with you. There had not a sinlge step without you being with me. Thank you for the hardships, thanks for your Long arm that guides me and elevates be higher to the Lang of everything. Thanks for being alive through the pain and struggle...
